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I long to see Christ formed in me and in those around me. Spiritual formation is my passion. My training was under Dallas Willard at the Renovare Spiritual Formation Institute. One of my regular prayers is this: "This day be within and without me, lowly and meek, yet all powerful. Be in the heart of each to whom I speak, and in the mouth of each who speaks unto me."

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Friday, August 19, 2011

How Do I Study?

"How does one teach someone to study?'  A good question I saw on Facebook.  I would like to give some suggestions using quotes from Richard Foster's Celebration of Discipline in the chapter The Discipline of Study.
Study is a specific kind of experience in which through careful attention to reality, the mind is enabled to move in a certain direction. Remember, the mind will always take on an order conforming to the order upon which it concentrates. Perhaps we observe a tree or read a book. We see it, feel it, understand it, draw conclusions from it. And as we do, our thought processes take on an order conforming to the order in the tree or book. When this is done with concentration, perception, and repetition, ingrained habits of thought are formed. (p. 63)
Study is then part of "renewing the mind" spoken of in Romans 12:2: "Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind."  In study, my mind is molded to the form of that which is studied.  This is important to know because it is more or less automatic, for better or worse.


There are four basic steps in study:  Repetition, Concentration, Comprehension, and Reflection.  In repetition, I observe the object of study openly and repeatedly, taking in as much as I can without analyzing it yet.  Concentration accompanies repetition as my attention is drawn to certain details or ideas or questions.  Taking notes and asking questioning frequently accompany concentration.  Comprehension comes as my concentration draws conclusions.  Usually, comprehension is seen in summarizing, defining, and consolidating material.  When I comprehend, I make charts, outlines, or explain the material in my own words to someone else.  Finally, reflection takes what I comprehend and finds the significance of it in my life and in this world in general.
It soon becomes obvious that study demands humility. Study simply cannot happen until we are willing to be subject to the subject matter. We must submit to the system. We must come as student, not teacher. Not only is study directly dependent upon humility, but it is conducive to it. Arrogance and a teachable spirit are mutually exclusive.(p. 66)
The steps of study require the right attitude to go anywhere.  Without humility study will not happen.  I find rationalization and self-justification come instead.

 Now in the study of books, the Bible in particular, study has three rules that apply to study in itself and three rules that aid study from the outside.  (Also known as intrinsic and extrinsic rules.)
The intrinsic rules may, in the beginning, necessitate three separate readings but in time can be done concurrently. The first reading involves understanding the book: what is the author saying? The second reading involves interpreting the book: what does the author mean? The third reading involves evaluating the book: is the author right or wrong? Most of us tend to do the third reading right away and often never do the first and second readings at all. We give a critical analysis of a book before we understand what it says. We judge a book to be right or wrong before we interpret its meaning. (p. 67)
I have found these rules very helpful in reading as well as in listening to other people.  I need to constantly remind myself to seek to understand first before interpreting.  Most arguments and bad advice come from a lack of understanding.  Understanding first takes a lot of humility because it involves not pretending to be smarter or better than I am, not presuming that I know what someone means, and not pushing to get to a certain conclusion that I want.  (Thanks, Dallas Willard for these three "p's".)  Studying the Bible certainly involves this kind of humility if I'm ever going to grow or change.

Interpreting must precede evaluation as well.  In working with other people, whether in books or in person, I often have to listen to what they mean and not so much what they say.  Misinterpreted statements from other people fuel all sorts of hurt feelings and rash statements.  Misinterpreted scriptures are the fuel of false teaching.  The meaning of the Bible is always governed by two basic things, God is loving and good and God is for us and not against us.  With this many misinterpretations disappear.

Finally, evaluation is appropriate.  It is right and good to discern after understanding and interpreting.  With the Bible, I find that I use the Bible to evaluate myself or other situations around me.  Also, after understanding and interpreting the Bible, I evaluate what other people say about God or the Bible from the passage.  Such evaluation deepens faith and usually brings mercy if I have handled the study with humility.
The intrinsic rules of study, however, are in themselves inadequate. To read successfully we need the extrinsic aids of experience, other books, and live discussion. (p.68)
We read a book on tragedy with different eyes when we have walked through the valley of the shadow ourselves. Experience that has been understood and reflected upon informs and enlightens our study. (p. 68) 
Other books can include dictionaries, commentaries, and other interpretative literature, but great books that precede or advance the issue being studied are more significant. Books often have meaning only when they are read in relation to other writings. People will find it exceedingly difficult to understand the New Testament books of Romans or Hebrews, for example, without a grounding in the literature of the Old Testament. (p.68) 
Live discussion refers to the ordinary interaction that occurs among human beings as they pursue a particular course of study. . . . We interact with the author, we interact with each other, and new creative ideas are born. (p.68)
Of course, there is more to be learned here.  Foster's book is a great discussion on not only this important exercise of study, but other exercises that can bring this transformation by the renewing of the mind.  All of them are subject to the Holy Spirit who teaches and leads each of us into knowledge with love, rather than just knowledge.  These steps and rules are not intended to minimize that work, but to describe how one submits himself as a student to the Teacher in humility and trust.

As Foster explains in this chapter, I must agree, nothing can quite replace study in its ability to transform our hearts.  I testify to this in my daily life and encourage it in everyone who will hear: study is a means of God's transforming grace.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

The Joy of My Salvation


Our only place, the only place of blessing, our one abiding position before God, must be that of those whose highest joy it is to confess that they are sinners saved by grace.  (Murray, Andrew. Humility, Chapter 8)


Restore to me the joy of your salvation,
  and grant me a willing spirit to sustain me. (Psalm 51:11)

Yesterday I read something that will revolutionize how I confess my sins to God.  Confession, when properly performed, ends in adoration, praise, and worship.  "Never, never, even in glory, can [those who have been washed in the blood of the Lamb] be other than ransomed sinners." (Murray)  This is not because such confession is the source of worship, but because it accompanies the source of worship: humility.  A humble person confesses, but not all confessions are made in humility.

Praise punctuates humble confession.  In the face of sin and failure, humility begs for the "joy of salvation" which comes with a "willing spirit to sustain."  Confession without humility brings excuses, dread, self-condemnation, and even denial.  Its a matter of focus.  "Being occupied with self, even amid the deepest self-abhorrence, can never free us from self. It is the revelation of God, not only by the law condemning sin but by His grace delivering from it, that will make us humble."  (Murray)  Humble confession looks to God and others for pity and rejoices at finding it.  When such pity is found, it provides strength for deliverance.  Without pity, such strength is not found, only the desire to hide.

Pity (mercy) opens the door.  Grace brings us in.  When I seek God's pity, his grace is welcome.  This is why the tax collector in Jesus parable (Luke 18) went home justified and the Pharisee did not.  The Pharisee was unable to receive God's grace because he would not go through the door of pity.  Grace (God's unearned favor) extends beyond pity.  I experience God's favor primarily as strength.  Grace is what provides ongoing salvation from my sins, while pity begins the process.  To stop with pity is to fall short of grace.  "'The law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath now made me free from the law of sin, which once led me captive' [Romans 8:2] - is neither the annihilation nor the sanctification of the flesh, but a continuous victory given by the Spirit as He mortifies the deeds of the body."  (Murray)  That is why Luther (I believe) says, "There, but for the grace of God, go I" when he looks at sin.

So now as I come to confess, I find that I can enter and leave my "confessional" with hope.  I can enter through remembering how God has had mercy and how he continues to save me from many sins and trials.  Although I am a sinner, and need to admit my need for pity, my joy is in his salvation, which sustains me daily and gives me hope for whatever I may face.  It provides an essential pillar to my humility before God: the position of a ransomed slave.  I can leave with the hope of deepened humility and praise.

Such restored joy brings a willing spirit.  Willing to seek pity again.  Willing to praise the God who freely gives such pity.  Willing to seek his grace and strength to move forward in my redemption.  I believe I am redeemed from my slavery to sin, but need to grow in my understanding and life as a son of the Most High.  I have been invited into his home to live in his family and now I am eager to learn the ways of this heavenly household.  Only joy can bring this willingness.

Forgiving Father, your ways are mysterious especially when it comes to seeing your love for sinners.  You are patient and kind.  When I remember how your love has been extended to me, a sinner, I am overcome.  Pity me when I forget this love and treat you like a cruel taskmaster.  Remind me of your goodness to me each day.  Let me rejoice in you through your Spirit!  Amen.


Today I reviewed many sins from my past.  The pain was turned to gladness when I realized God's mercy and salvation.  I am eager to confess and turn from anything else that would keep me from that joy.  Curses on my pride!

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Prayer of Examen Examined


The Examen traditionally has five steps:

1. Recall you are in the presence of God. No matter where you are, you are a creature in the midst of creation and the Creator who called you forth is concerned for you.

2. Give thanks to God for favors received. Pause and spend a moment looking at this day's gifts. Take stock of what you received and gave. Notice these clues that guide living.

3. Ask for awareness of the Holy Spirit's aid. Before you explore the mystery of the human heart, ask to receive the Holy Spirit so that you can look upon your actions and motives with honesty and patience. The Spirit gives a freedom to look upon yourself without condemnation and without complacency and thus be open to growth.

4. Now examine how you are living this day. Recalling the events of your day, explore the context of your actions. Review the day, hour by hour, searching for the internal events of your life. Look through the hours to see your interaction with what was before you. Ask what you were involved in and who you were with, and review your hopes and hesitations. What moved you to act the way you did?

5. Pray words of reconciliation and resolve. Having reviewed this day of your life, look upon yourself with compassion and see your need for God and try to realize God's manifestations of concern for you. Express sorrow for sin, give thanks for grace, and praise God for the times you responded in ways that allowed you to better see God's life.

(http://www.bc.edu/bc_org/prs/stign/ignatian_spirit.html)


I find this prayer to be an excellent way to become aware of God working throughout my day.  When I pray this way at the end of my day, I being to see God at my side throughout the day.  This reflection at the end of the day begins to permeate my day.  I have practiced this more than once a day so that I do not lose track of God as much.  In the early afternoon, I can get "unplugged" from God rather easily.


Also I have learned a great deal about the relationship between my consciousness of God and my conscience. While it is good to examine my conscience carefully by reviewing my day and what I have done - good or bad - I find that it is best done also thinking about how conscious of God I was at the moments where I did good or bad things.  Invariably, my actions throughout the day are tied to my awareness of God in the midst of the day.

What is exciting about this prayer is that in 15-30 minutes, I can become aware of how my thoughts about God and my awareness of his presence affect my life, both in behavior and circumstances.  They are not tied in a strict cause/effect relationship, but they are definitely related.  The prayer of examen shows the "paths of righteousness" (Psalm 23:3) in my day through reflection, making me more able to see God in the present.

A shorthand that words for me is:

Remember God's presence.
Give thanks for God's words and works.
Ask for the Holy Spirit help in examen.
Go through the day (or period) moment by moment.
Respond to God.

Roughly, I see this progression in Psalm 119:13-16.

With my lips I recount [remember]
  all the laws that come from your mouth.
I rejoice [give thanks] in following your statutes
  as one rejoices in great riches.
I meditate on your precepts [ask for the Spirit]
  and consider your ways [go through the day].
I delight in your decrees;
  I will not neglect your word [respond].

So another way to put it may be:

Recount,
Rejoice,
Meditate,
Consider, and
Delight and Don't neglect.