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I long to see Christ formed in me and in those around me. Spiritual formation is my passion. My training was under Dallas Willard at the Renovare Spiritual Formation Institute. One of my regular prayers is this: "This day be within and without me, lowly and meek, yet all powerful. Be in the heart of each to whom I speak, and in the mouth of each who speaks unto me."

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Showing posts with label seeking. Show all posts
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Tuesday, July 12, 2022

Finding Certainty

   “Keep that light before your eye, and go directly toward it, and then you shall see the gate, at which, when you knock, you will be told what you are to do.”

    So I saw in my dream that the man began to run. Now he had not run far from his own door when his wife and children, perceiving his departure, began to cry out to him so that he might return. But the man put his fingers in his ears and ran on crying, “Life, life, eternal life.” So he did not look behind him, but rather fled toward the middle of the plain. (Bunyan, The Pilgrim's Progress)

 In the Gospel of Luke he begins, "Many have undertaken. . . ." In spite of the many, we all need to undertake this brave venture for ourselves. In spite of the many, we must draw up our own accounts of what has been fulfilled in our lives, what our lives have been filled up with. In the end we all will enter into the account that Luke started from those who saw and heard God made flesh. Our accounts will tell of what we thought of that one account.

So we see that Luke explaining, "I myself have carefully investigated." So, we find we do not undertake this venture in spite of the many before us, but informed by them and even spurred on by them. This venture begins and continues with careful investigation. Those who seek will find. For those who knock, the door will be opened. We do not seek mere facts in order to be right, but signs of God's graceful hand in order to be rescued. And his work shines most brightly in the life, words, and presence of Jesus among us.

All of this, "so that you may know the certainty." The end result of this investigation is not only faith in God, but knowing God the Father and Jesus, whom he sent. Only then will we know we have been taught well. Only in this intimate relationship with Jesus can we find the certainty we long for, a place to stand in a sinking age.

What is the account of your life with God? Is he a forgotten memory, a distant light, or a true friend? How might Luke's account affect your account? What sort of things do you carefully investigate? What motivates you? Are you certain of anything? Do you think you can find certainty in anything?

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Seek the Kingdom with Your Ears

 Only the good soil grows in the light of God.
               Some soil stays in the darkness of ignorance.
               Some soil takes no root in troubled storms.
               Some soil gets choked by weeds of greed and worry.
Only the good soil of listening grows in the light of God.

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The kingdom of God is a lamp shining out,
                                         never hidden
                                         never covered,
                                         placed on the lamp stand of the Christ,
                                         who shines most in the darkest places.
Light of God, shine on me!
Jesus Christ, lift up my eyes to the light!

The kingdom is everywhere shining
                              but seldom seen,
                           so blinding in Christ,
                              yet easily dismissed.
The humble God has hidden his light, his kingdom,
                                     in the Suffering Servant, Jesus,
                                     in the humble Teacher, Jesus,
                                     even in the wandering pilgrims
                                               who follow Jesus;
                                     hidden from those who think they know,
                                        but shown to those who want to know;
                                     hidden from those who are satisfied,
                                        but shown to those who are hungry;
                                     hidden from those who want to hide,
                                        but shown to those who want to walk in the light;
                                     hidden from the eyes,
                                        but shown to the ears.
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If you have ears in order to hear, listen!
                  Listen to a kingdom unseen.
                  Listen to its Teacher,
                                    who holds up the kingdom in his words.
                  Listen so that you may see!
                  Open your ears and look!
Lord, may your kingdom call out to me!




The value of the kingdom in found in its weight.
        Does it weigh in your heart?
        What is its measure?
        Your ear is the balance of the heart
                weighing one thing against another.
        What weighs upon you?
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The kingdom is heavier than it looks.
        far denser in its love, joy, and peace
             than it seems,
        seeming small compared to the world
             and yet heavier than this kingdom of the air,
        impossible to carry
             until Jesus picks up the other end.

Seek the kingdom of God with your ears.
Seek its light in the dark noise.
Seek its hiddenness from those who hide from God,
Seek its weight of love and glory
  and everything else will be yours.
Half-hearted half-listening will not bring half of the kingdom,
  but nothing.
Speak, Lord, your servant is listening.
Let your word grow this kingdom in my heart.

(A Meditation on Mark 4:21-25)